The Journey

The summer of mourning

I had thought all the grieving had been done and the healing and restoring could happen. I thought that I had grieved through the past twelve months, watching my mother slowly decline and continue to fight to stay with us.I had thought that there...

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What is

My sister, brother and I have been helping our mother live for the past few years. Outside of my family and work, that was my purpose and where I directed my energy. Now, a month after her passing, I am finding may way back...

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What if

I am a buoy moving up and down in the presence of the vast ocean trying to stay afloat. Life has changed. It has been one month since our mother passed and a lifetime of caring about her and for her.  There is no more...

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Unforgiving Place 

Glenn Miller Band – Moonlight Serenade My mother is dying.We are caught in an unforgiving place of waiting and watching.Hoping for glimpses of the women who taught us the meaning of self-less, unconditional love.We keep watch as her mind is taking her back to...

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We are The Champions

  Queen – We are the Champions (Keep fighting for who you are and live into your human potential) Everyday for me is a fight. Usually against myself, sometimes against our societal norms.  I struggle with focusing on connecting on the things that matter most...

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Soundtracks

When do you feel the most alive? For me, it is when I hear of a song that brings me back to a place, time, feeling –  it could extreme elation or deep potentially heartbreaking moments.  A time that reminds me of my younger...

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Knowing Moments – Reminders

I believe we all have the ability to tap into our Knowing and that life Reminds us of deeper meaning and presence of something much more than ourselves, there are some experiences that you have had that you may have dismissed or brushed off...

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Aide-Memoir

Through my living experiences, here is what I have learned to be true and what I continue to hold on to and want to continue to be called to remember – knowing it is a constant practice and hard to hold onto. Love is...

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